A while ago in a dream I saw myself standing outside a closed door at the end of a dark corridor. The door is painted in black gloss, the walls bare, rough brick. Whatever is on the otherside frightens me. I am terrified of it. The only way I could close my eyes again was to have my husband hold me so I would not be alone in front of the door.
Today after seeing my therapist I saw that the door had opened a crack. Through the crack I can see a flash of red in the darkness. I still don't know what's there or what it is going to do to me. I am frightened it is going to destroy me but there is no other way, I have to go through it.
I don't know how long it is going to take to go through the door, but I do know it is going to take all my strength.
Please can any of you who have strength to spare at the moment, prey for me.
Thank you
Last edited on Thu Sep 4th, 2008 03:15 pm by Breaking the shell
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